Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Stream of Conscience...

Ive used the ‘help me Im a girl’ excuse more in the past month then I think I have ever in my entire life. Its almost as if my super-amazonian overcompensating complex has died down, and Im not quite sure how I feel about that. I mean, the major motions are still intact. I still wont cry in front of boys. Refuse. I will physically stop myself, or run away. Run away! If I am in anyway in contest with a boy, I must win. Verbally, win, mentally win! I must, I must. And its always been a thing of CAN DO, and ew, dont think just cuz Im packing the vah-jay-jay that means I cant do x-y-z. I can do it all! Especially if anyone packing a penis says I cant. Or shouldnt or what have you. I am Wonder Woman. But lately I falter. I use the feminine as an out.

1 comment:

phil said...

's ok. as men, we come to expect double standards from you, and generally try to ignore it out of fear of awakening the Beast That Is Woman. the secret is: if you don't point it out, no one will give a damn.