life is not your plans
life is not your dreams
life is the shit you do to get you through
and the shit you go through
that makes you want to escape to what you like to call
your life
life is moving so fast, and no going anywhere
doing so much, busy all the time, and accomplishing nothing
life is no longer about your dreams
no longer about goals or what you can achieve
its about getting through
getting past, getting on
and i dont want it to be that
i want it to be good
not easy not pretty but good
good in a real way
i dont want to cry to my mother
im so glad i can, i hate that i did
but i dont want to
i dont want life to be that for me
i want it to be my adventures
even if those adventures seem mundane to you
i want it to be good
i want this next step to be in the right direction
and i want the bottom to fall out
so i can fall on the friends i have
and the strength ive found
but i dont want this
this bullshit teetering on the edge of nothing
not achieving
no locomoting
life is not this
i cant let it be
its that optimist i swallowed awhile back
she just wont digest
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